So im not going to Justin Bieber My World Tour Concert. Why? Because i dont have tix. It’s suck right? Ops. Haha sorry terlajak kata plak. Lmao. Well, its not that i dont wanna go to his concert but because of some misunderstandingsss, i cant go to his concert.

The first salah faham is tests and/or exams.

Ive told my mom like 2 months before that i wanna go to his concert and she already gave her permission la. And that’s before i took this special leave. So, at that time i dont know whether i can or cant go to his concert. Why? Because i thought we might have tests or exams, so i cant go right. Even tho Justin’s concert is important, my tests and exams (if we have it) are still important! Hahah.So, because of that i didnt book the tix. (Sepatutnya beli je tix tu, kalau x bole pegi, jual balik kat sapesape yang nak) Later on, when im about to book the tix, people said that all tix are already sold out. I was like ‘OMG for real?’ Then, since dorang ckp tix are all sold out, so i cant buy and cant go izit? Then its fine. 

Second salah faham is tix masih ada.

Yang tu sebelum amek special leave so macam2 la dugaannya kan. Takut ada test la exam la. Okay. Now dh amek special leave. Means im on holiday for about 5 or 6 months now. So, x payah risau dengan test and stuff. Kalau ada tix mesti bole pegi punya kan. But since tix dh sold out, i cant buy it right. Like i've said just now la. So x kisah la.But then, kemarahan dalam hati ni membuak2 when lately people said that tix still ada.. byk lagi! I was like whaaatttaaaa..? Habis yang selama ni orang cakap dah habis tu apeeeee? Rumors? Grrrr! After found out macam tu, ive tried my best to find an extra tix. Memang minat pon dgn Justin. Nak cakap dia gay ke, suara pompuan ke, ape ke. I dont mind at all. Cari punya cari, x dapat jugak. I even asked DJ Hitz.fm. and they said available tix ada byk! The RM98 until RM288 punya. Kalau bole nak yang RM288 tu sebab im all the way from my hometown kan. So, nak zone yang bagus la. Tapi, nak buat cane, masalah kewangan la plak. Dua hari sebelum concert, mana nak cekau 300? Parents bagi je pegi, janji x mintak duit kat dorang. Hahah. -,- 

But then, bila pikir balik, once in a lifetime, kalau dapat RM98 pon jadi la asalkan dapat tengok dia kan. May be dia dh x dtg dh pasni. So, ive decided for the 98 tix punya. Then cari lagi kot2 ada yang nak jual. Cari punya cari sampai la semalam x jumpa jugak. Kalau ada yang nak jual, i’ll take the bus and be there at 5 or 6 la. So sempat lagi cuz doors open at 7pm. So, i tweeted about it. Ive told some people about my feeling yang sangat dissappointed sebab ive no tix at all. Ramai yang concerned. And ada one girl ni, willing to help me buy the tix at Stadium Merdeka. (Sebab banyak sgt tix yang available, so pihak urus setia nak jual kat Stadium la.) So, i gave her my number. Peluang tengok Bieber macam cerah je kan sebab ada orang nak tolong belikan tix. 

Tapi bila bangun pagi ni, i thought that i cant be there. Why? Cuz girl tu cakap she will try her best to get the tix. So, chance untuk dia dapat beli tix tu macam 30 to 40 percent je. What if i’ve already there and then tix xde? Penat-penat pegi, just to stand outside the building, staring at the freaking building, like an idiot? Jeez! I am mad. Mad at myself. Mad at those people yang cakap tix dh habis. 

Just imagine yourself. Kalau korang punya favorite band datang Malaysia and then benda ni jadi kat korang? X ke rasa panas semacam je? Some people might think that its ridiculous to be mad just because we or i cant go to the concert. But that is for those who dont have the same feeling like me, for those who dont understand the situation and for those who hate Bieber..(?) 

Some regrets that i have:

1.     Took this special leave. Yes, it gives some benefits. But then since im in my hometown, so i cant go to the Stadium. Or even if i took it, i shouldnt be here in my hometown. I should be in Shah Alam. Then i can travel back and forth by myself without asking for any helps from strangers right?

2.     Im not asking my boss for a leave. (Since im working atm). I mean KALAU tawu ada extra tix,  i will mintak cuti one week from my boss and then go back to Shah Alam. So, when the day comes senang la nak pegi beli tix. Understand? 

Skg ni nak buat cane lagi dah. Benda dah jadi. I cant hope for any miracles happen dah. Tonight is his concert. So, just listen to Hitz jela. i know he’ll return one day.
(Untuk sedapkan hati). And i’ll book for his tix. The FRONT seat! For sure! Hoyaaaahh! Hahah. -,-